Ice skating seems to never have happened to me now. I am always studying and reading. Why can't I have enough have cash to skate? I landed my axel of ice out of fun today. When I had this built up frustration to throw in the jump. Surprisingly I can feel every position in the air, time seemed to stop for me to adjust myself. I wish I can do it on ice but it has been a while................and will be a while.
Exams are ending soon, yippee. Then, I can skate for the whole of june holidays before studying again. I want to land it on ice! I read this book "Before I fall" lately, It is really good and it helped me sort myself out. I don't feel inferior or jealous about anything anymore, I don't compare and yes, I don't feel like complaining anymore. I just tell myself, " My Life is Better than many, I should appreciate what I have always and never think badly of life" After all, I always can skate my frustrations away.
That's all for now. I need to finish up my revision and do more off ice jumping. Wish me luck!
:)