The holidays are here at long last but i don't feel it. I have no vacation and everyday i have dance till mid december. As for skating, i miss it so much that sometimes i just sulk for hours on end. I'm still skating but not competing or practising like how i do normally. Just once or twice a week. I guess this is a life of a student. Two things: CCA and studies. Maybe, family. Dance is fun and yes, i do like it. I don't love it, perhaps i do but i never dedicated myself enough. Now, i will do it. I hope i can pull this off. Ok, its only 3 months. What's so hard about it? O levels next year and ice skating slowing drifting away from me. Its just alot of work and i'm tired. I want to rest well before taking the next step. Oh well, let's get a move on it!